September of any school year is typically exhausting but September in pandemic school was well beyond that. In the first full week, we quarantined more than 20 kids; the next week brought another dozen at home. Students have been a bit off the rails on the adolescent behavior front. It’s been a challenging month. Each day, I’d come home and take some time to admire Old Man Tree, the sentinel of time in my back yard and a reminder of the many things that endure even as life seems upside down.
Friday, October 01, 2021
Old Man Tree October 1
Wednesday, March 10, 2021
Flowers at Midweek!
This day is the halfway mark on the last week before Spring Break. Flowers are in order and for a whole bunch of reasons.
I am wearing a Spring dress (with a warm cardigan - of course - but still……)
This school year has been so damn hard and the approaching Spring Break will get us over the hump to the last part of the year. I don’t like to wish away time but teaching hybrid in a pandemic is ridiculously difficult for all of us - students, teachers, and parents. The weeks we have been remote were also hard but remote is nothing compared to the challenge of teaching hybrid. The other side of Spring Break is just nine weeks of April and May instruction, all more bearable because the end is in sight.
Last year’s Spring Break was no break for me as the school frantically set up for remote homebound remote instruction. This year’s Break promises some actual time off. Add to that the chance for some enjoyable meanderings in New Jersey, thanks to the fact that I am vaccinated, and I am giddy about the coming break.
Thursday, February 18, 2021
Snow Day Grievances
With a Winter storm featuring 24 hours of snow on the horizon, last night my school made the call for a snow day today. I was not mad about that because I love myself a leisurely morning and with classes cancelled I can freely indulge in such luxury. The rest of the day will be given over to catching up with work —— new lessons for the 8th grade, comments home about quizzes and such, a calendar for the post Spring Break months, planning for a (fingers-crossed) in-person but socially distant closing ceremony for the 8th grade. In short, there is plenty to keep me busy today.
Around 8:30 am I opened up my side of our school digital platform to find no less than 8 messages from students. Several wanted to know if school was cancelled….all acknowledged that they had received the school message which read “…Thursday, Feb. 18 will be a snow day for all students. All instruction and campus activities are cancelled.”
Yikes.
A few more students sought to find out if the digital open note quiz, assigned three weeks ago and slated to close tonight at 8 pm, would have an extension because there was no class today.
Ahem, hard NO.
A few more offered explanations for why they had submitted incomplete quizzes and were now sending additional answers to the quiz questions. Would I please give them full credit?
I cannot even.
At this juncture, I took a pause from school work and stuck my nose into a Miss Read book. Her February in Fair Acre features early daffodils and the smell of Spring. That’s a balm to my tired soul and spirit. When I return to the business of quiz grading and such, it will be with a patient heart. Pandemic school is hard for us all. Winter makes it harder. We are all worried and afraid. But kindness is free and I will find some hope; I always do.
The quiet fall of snow is lovely. We have heat, running water, and electricity in my corner of the nation. Winter can’t last forever and March is on the horizon. Sassafras Spring will surely arrive even sooner. We can do hard things. And we will.
Thursday, February 04, 2021
Quarantine’s End
T and I have been in quarantine since January 20. Two weeks and three negative tests later, we’ve shoveled ourselves out from the snow and today I return to school in person. I’ll be teaching in the hybrid model we’ve used all year and so I don’t really expect to see that many students in person in my classes — usually no more than 4 students are in the room; most Zoom in to school — but I am glad of the chance to leave the house and teach from my classroom.
I taught from home while I was in quarantine but it was hard and a huge burden on the co-workers who were called upon to hook up the classroom into my Zoom. The longer I teach hybrid, the more frustrating I find it. But that is a post for another day. Today is a day to be glad and grateful for my blessings, so I won’t grumble and I will hope, as I do every day, that my turn for a vaccine comes soon.
Saturday, January 09, 2021
The Deplorables
I had so many thoughts about Wednesday’s events tumbling about in my head as I tucked into bed that night, My mind was still whirring when when I got up on Thursday to catch up with the overnight news. My challenge that day was too quickly make sense of it all so that I could talk it over with my three classes of 8th grade Civics & Citizenship students, using our shared knowledge of Civics and history to try and understand. When I first proposed teaching this class, I thought that the topic was timely. But I had no idea how timely it would be. Throughout the 2020 election season, we’ve explored and discussed the events of the day. When we broke for Winter Break, my plan for Thursday’s class had been to review how Electoral College certification worked and then to discuss the Georgia Senate elections. I was ready for that. Insurrection by Trump’s merry band of deplorables took me by surprise.
In hindsight, that was foolish on my part.
When class started today, the language of choice for participants in the Capitol Hill takeover was protesters turned rioters. By the afternoon, they were insurrectionists. That word gave my afternoon class a better tool to wrap their minds around the events. The promising news is that the 8th grade saw the events for what they were: an intemperate and foolhardy collection of people bent on while denying the legitimacy of our most recent democratic election because the outcome did not suit their desires. My students also understood quite clearly that the rules for this mob were different than the rules that BLM marchers faced in their Summer protests.
That ability to see truths will serve them well as our understanding of the January 6 Insurrection unfolds. For my part, I hope that the collective memory that lingers from the event is of the way that American democracy endured and triumphed in the aftermath. As an American, that must be by goal. I am here for the hard work to come. For now, that will have to suffice.
Monday, September 21, 2020
Doing Hard Things
My second week of hybrid learning school starts today. When we decided to invite half of the students on campus for each week (the other half learn remotely), I knew that we had selected the hardest of all teaching options. Last week, as classes got underway, the difficulty of the choice was confirmed.
This week, the students in class last week will be remote and the second crop of students will be present in class. Some families have opted to be all remote and with those kids mixed in, more than half of each class I teach is off campus each day. Teaching school with masks and social distancing, with more than half of each class learning remote, is more than exhausting. It’s also really, really hard.
Though my classroom is familiar (albeit with plexiglass and desks spaced 6 feet apart), so much of class is different, starting with the tiresome but necessary mask worn while teaching to masked face students in person while the rest of the class chimes in via Zoom. For years, I’ve taught lessons using an iPad to broadcast notes on the screen. In hybrid learning, I must choose being seeing the faces of my remote students or broadcasting my notes. I’ve chosen student faces but that makes the task of teaching students how to take notes much harder. Lessons take longer and while I don’t feel the pressure to cover material at the same pace as the pre-pandemic world, I’m increasingly aware of what we lose in this method of schooling.
For now, I persevere, aware that there is no other option available. I relish the laughter and chatter of students doing what middle schoolers do. I’m also aware of the relative privilege of my students, all of whom have Internet access and a brand-new iPad; most have two devices while they learn remotely. If it’s hard for us, I can only imagine how much harder it is for teachers whose students have so much less to work with.
But that doesn’t mean my exhaustion isn’t real. That doesn’t mean my lift isn’t heavy. Each day I remind myself and then my students that we can do hard things. And each day we do the hard thing moves us one day closer to a brighter horizon.
And with that, a new week of hard things begins.
Thursday, June 11, 2020
Civics and Citizenship
For most of my time as a middle school teacher, I’ve taught at 7th grade history class that spans the time from the founding to the issuing of the Emancipation Proclamation. I know the period well and I like to study and teach it. I’ve used the point at which the Constitution is adopted to insert some Civics into the mix but the focus has been more on early American history.
Last fall, as my colleagues and I were thinking about revisions of our curriculum, I knew that a change I wanted to make was to insert more civics education into the experiences of my middle schoolers. We decided that we could revise 8th grade history to take on this challenge.
So I will be teaching a new course come the fall, a class to be called Civics and Citizenship. We’ll explore American history from the vantage o=point of the meaning of the Reconstruction amendments to the Constitution. The course is driven by the meaning of those amendments and the ways in which the ending of slavery and the requirement of equal protection of the law seeks to both fulfill the promise of the Declaration of Independence and makes our Constitution a meaningful and important document.
Since I first conceived of the idea behind the course, I’ve been reading and thinking about it. This summer, as I’m on the runway to the launch of the class, I am organizing lessons, reading assignments, and pulling together the documents that will be the foundation of the course. As I do that, I’m thinking about what Civics and Citizenship mean and for the next year, as the course is launched, I will record my thoughts here.
I’m excited to create and teach this course and even more excited to do it now, when thinking about our history and what it means to be American is as important a task as it ever was.
Monday, March 30, 2020
Remote Learning is Live
Friday, September 20, 2019
Representation Matters
Friday, May 17, 2019
History Lessons
Tuesday, September 04, 2018
First Days and Fresh Starts
That’s happy!
Tuesday, November 28, 2017
Neither Great Nor Better
Greatness comes from honoring one another’s accomplishments, from making an effort to stand outside one’s cultural experience to understand the experiences of others. It comes from tolerance and empathy and kindness. It comes from the daily effort to be better. It comes from the struggle to give promise to the claim that “all men are created equal.” And it should come from leaders who help us to do these things.
Sunday, January 22, 2017
Real Life Conversations with my Boss: Making America Great edition
Needless to say, the rest of the school day proceeded unaltered.
Wednesday, December 28, 2016
12 Months of Miss Read: December
Miss Read is a pseudonym for Dora Jessie Saint, an English author who wrote between 1955 and 1996. Her novels were tales of every day life in small English towns. Village Centenary is set in Fair Acre, an imaginary Cotswold community. As is the case in nearly all of the Fair Acre novels, the novel is written in the first person and it is through our narrator, school teacher Miss Read, that the story unfolds.
Friday, September 23, 2016
Middle School Thoughts: Time Management
Wednesday, June 15, 2016
The Niblets
Saturday, April 23, 2016
Prep Scouts: Day 3
Friday, April 22, 2016
Prep Scouts: Day 2
Our clever school assistant, Mrs. O, was the person who gave me the idea, and this one was a winner. Next week, we'll wrap up our creations so the students can bring them home and give a hand-made gift to their mom for Mother's Day.




























